I am very passionate about things that matters to me. I have a tendency to over analyze a situation and to exaggerate a reaction! So, kapag sinabi kong: “wala”, ang ibig sabihin lang talaga nuon ay: “meron naman talaga pero hindi lang na meet ang expectations ko”! And I believe na dahil sa ganitong ugali ko, madalas nakakagawa ako ng mga aksyon at desisyon out of impulse! Aware na ako ngayon na kadalasan yung mga akala kong siyang dahilan nang mood swings ko ay triggers lang talaga! May malalim na dahilan! May natatagong mga rason! Today, something happened that triggered another terrible mood swing! I tried very hard to stay calm. It helped that there were people who somehow listened. Then after shift, I went to Padre Pio Chapel to pray. And for the very first time, I made a Petition. I stayed in the chapel until I was sure that I was going to be okay. I got home safe. I am glad that I didn’t do anything that I would someday regret.